Pretty much running myself into the ground

I haven’t slept in days and I feel like I can’t talk to anyone about it, all of my friends are graduating and going off to me someone
It really just hit me that I’ll probably not be graduating. Seeing my friends get their gowns and do all the senior things, I don’t have anyone to talk to about this I don’t see the “Oh it’ll be fine! Just graduate during the summer!” then the next second ill hear “who can’t graduate wtf” I haven’t let it get to me I’ve been optimistic and happy telling everyone I’ll be fine, but now the last days are hear and the tests are burying me. I just don’t know what to do any more. If I dont do this itll all be for nothing,
Pointless, just like me. If I can’t do this then I’m done. I just don’t care any more,

Listening to Lily Allen

And all of the things are better.

Tumblr has changed me.

Before tumblr: Wow that's sad
After tumblr: MY CREY ASJGLJGFFS I CAN'T, I CAN'T. I DON'T KNOW WHAT MY EMOTIONS ARE DOING RIGHT NOW
Before tumblr: He's cute
After tumblr: YOU FLAWLESS BEING. I am offended BY YOUR FACE. NOW GET IN MY BED
Before tumblr: Oh a new picture from that movie that's coming out
After tumblr: DEAR GOD WE HAVE A NEW STILL I HAVE TO MAKE GRAPHICS. WHERE DID THIS PICTURE COME FROM ASKLHSDGLKJH
Before tumblr: I'm bored
After tumblr: guise guise guise talk to me send me perverted things I won't judge you
Before tumblr: What a cute couple
After tumblr: I SHIP THEM SO HARD IT HURTS